Loss. It is definitely one of lifes harder lessons. I have never been good with goodbyes and certainly not good with handling the loss of someone I care deeply for. I tend to be heavily guarded emotionally, over time I’ve learned that i tend to invest a lot of my energy into making it look like nothing phases me or I have it all together. Part of that affects how I cope with the passing of a loved one. Yesterday was the two year anniversary of the death of one of the most significant human beings that I have ever known (probably THE most significant). I am not going to even attempt to describe him because no description ever seems to do him justice. He was a beautiful human being and I am really sad he is gone. I know wherever he is in spirit, he is happy and at peace.
Rest in Peace Johnny. You are missed more than you know.