emergent evolution

walls fade
earth’s collide
the unending never shattered
time sold it’s soul to the devil
lies on its back
begging for home

because the sins of the forgotten
have yet to bring forth newer redemption
repenting & receding
but time has yet to leave this wound alone

she believed she washed herself clean
but the severed ties
and severed lenses
sold all time ashore

there was nothing left
but the marks of yesterday
the signs of tests & devotion
the waivered moments of what’s been lost

the price for penance

she changed her view
met newer moments
waited for it all to seep within the soul

the delving of depths
brought her upon newer paths
where the weight of the world
keeps her grounded & fleeting

her visions of a time once lost
kept her transfixed
to a span of moments
that shifted between
what there is now
and what there could of been

she knows the ways of the world
will lead her on
sparked by visions
layered in symbols

tied to a lapse in time
where she exists
but never really is

because her is
shifts like her gaze
transforming at the perception of thought

because what we always were
was once all that we would become

but she is
what she wills

no longer fixed to old memories
and darker nightmares

she’s been skinned by time
sheds the layers
bares her soul to the ether
takes on newer ways of becoming

written: 12.22.11

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the first requisite

blackened sky’s
darkened by night
or is it a souls depart
our gods have died
one by one
the eternal end
of a vision of beginning

the times have past
as we lay ourselves to rest
the old versions of being
she clung to for so long

this road widens
embarking on the present
there is no room left
for the stories she held too tightly to

she makes her way from an old divide
resurrect a newer version of life
a souls saving
from moments that were buried in time

she lingers on
past to present
haunted by time

it all slips away
in these newer forevers
take the time for loss
the shedding of an hour
lost among a new will

she sets the terms
self determined limits
imposed in mind
its all created
it can all be abandoned

the lessons lie along a divide in vision

she knows there are ways forward
she can find her way home
if only she lives in the current hours of time
no more layers to hide behind
no more visions of never

burned from a past
that follows her
but knows no limit to its unfolding

the undetermined paths
knows no ending
two fold vision
of the way out from below
the will determines time
and what will be left till her end

she sees forever
but fades in and out from the road
forever fading
and then forgotten
she looks for a new way to roam

written – 11.18.11

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healing the lunatic

there are all these layers to time
and how it unfolds
the projections of our fate
the unconscious rise of the subconscious

she never saw it coming
no sight of the unfolding
till she was already undone

had the visions been truer
had there not been a switch to life
better might have been brought forward tomorrow

the severed ties
burned bridges
lost connections
could find themselves true again

times moments felt unending
the haze of vision
delusion lived
taken over
it came through sight

chemical conclusions
perpetuated states
fevered moments
of an unwound mind

she felt time become her
simultaneous existence
of burned down moments
buried & unearthed
to the visions of a pathway
split by sight

the seeker never gathers a loss of will
with a loss of mind
when coming for the taking
taken over
pulled down by the forgotten
these visions take you over

bring truth to your door

the mind knows what it knows
no time will ever loose that
no poison can dull the vision

lost ways in lost worlds
and the passing of a memory
never sent us down a river
winding in time
and carrying our truths
hidden by pain
and the need for a surrender to grace

tell me what I have forgotten
that vision of being that was once there
she goes back to those eyes
the ones that tell her history
she has seen those visions
that were built with time
it holds her answers
she is her home
“search for your surrender, it was built within you by time”

written: 11.15.11


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