it all reflects back.

it_always_reflects_backtoo many memories
tied to senses
and each time she breathes
she remembers those spaces
it holds her tight
twists her own vision

she never feels at home
even when shes found it.

written 1.28.13

moths to flames


she watched herself
walk off
to another vision
genuflected to her reflections
distorted her traditions
poured through her projections

she told the moon
to tell her when it was time
he listened
reverently
and cried back to her
about her current state

he said
the secret to time
lies beyond her perceptions
she couldn’t find herself
until she unraveled her mysteries

as with all phrophetic statements from the moon
she knew there were truth in those words

for the moon had witnessed all her various incarnations
carries her history
and holds her secrets

he counsels her in his phases
and pulls her like the tide
a current of words
that pulls her back
to repressed memories of paradise

and visions of her other

he

he will be brought to her by signs
that speak to her in symbols

he too will have been led by the moon

for the moon is the patron saint of all things wild
they always know how to spot their own

 many will be drawn in
 but not all can match her light

<<<<< where burning isn’t  about pain but the sustenance of each other >>>
>>>>>>> she burns deeper still <<<<<<<<

there is a history there
woven through time
one will expand to the other
and bring to each other new light

it will be real if you can feel it

time often tests her
to see if shes ready

the moon tells her to hold on

7.17.12

say grace.

she said yes to the moon
and broke open her own heart
told time to never say forgiven

the world transcends in moments
and slips up in the dark

our horrors are here to send us home

so becoming never wondered
where we would find the dark

seen in series too tied to time
teach me in moments
that abstract the senses
so there is nothing left but the bewildered
acknowledgement of these newer versions of now

I       became            you
an I that isn’t sure what is
but kept on becoming
in spite of its own delusions

nothingness + beingness are merely conceptions

this is the primal identity
what we left
for what we become

taken down by time
an unfoldment of forever

her time became her
wrapped up in moments
stolen by mind

she willed herself forward
uncovering her notions
unraveling her visions

darkened states
no longer fueled the flames
unchained by time

this is how we find home
we become what we always should of been

she identifies with a sense of knowing

that transcends all time

the limitations of now
don’t stop the senses

 <<< she senses new time >>>>

she found her way back to what
she would always become

written 2.6.12

emergent evolution

walls fade
earth’s collide
the unending never shattered
time sold it’s soul to the devil
lies on its back
begging for home

because the sins of the forgotten
have yet to bring forth newer redemption
repenting & receding
but time has yet to leave this wound alone

she believed she washed herself clean
but the severed ties
and severed lenses
sold all time ashore

there was nothing left
but the marks of yesterday
the signs of tests & devotion
the waivered moments of what’s been lost

the price for penance

she changed her view
met newer moments
waited for it all to seep within the soul

the delving of depths
brought her upon newer paths
where the weight of the world
keeps her grounded & fleeting

her visions of a time once lost
kept her transfixed
to a span of moments
that shifted between
what there is now
and what there could of been

she knows the ways of the world
will lead her on
sparked by visions
layered in symbols

tied to a lapse in time
where she exists
but never really is

because her is
shifts like her gaze
transforming at the perception of thought

because what we always were
was once all that we would become

but she is
what she wills

no longer fixed to old memories
and darker nightmares

she’s been skinned by time
sheds the layers
bares her soul to the ether
takes on newer ways of becoming

written: 12.22.11

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